Say Cheese

Ok aku tengah dalam process nak pakai braces. nanti jadi geng ilman, razin, izzuddin. HAHA. geng gigi besi. tak tau lah pulak ha processnya lambat. jangan main aku bgtau orang aku akan pakainya esok hari (which is today). excited je aku. masa tido, setiap jam aku bangun ha. tak sabar punya pasal. today aku pergi lah appointment ni. rupa-rupanya hari ni aku belum pakai lagi. alaa. disappointed plak aku. then dia cakap aku kena cabut 3 batang gigi! ADUHH. bunyi nya cam sakit gilaaaaa. dia cucuk sini cucuk sana. nasib baik aku tak takut jarum. kalau tak satu hal lagi. haha. tibatiba bibir mulut aku rasa kebas. pelik nya rasa ni. HAHA. then dia cabut gigi atas aku ni. "eh dah ke?" tak rasa satu haprak pun. OH COOOL. tapi gusi aku bleeeeding lah. alamak teringat waktu aku kena pukul dengan kayu hockey to. HAHA. ni semua gara-gara HOCKEY. tak pe lah. it was an experience. so sekarang ni ada tissue kat mulut nak hentikan bleeding. tadi tak rasa sakit. sekarang macam dah mula rasa pedih sikit. ain tabah, ain strong. i can handle this.

minggu depan cabut lagi 2 gigi. YAYAYYYYY senonot nyaaa. satu lagi gigi atas, and satu kat bawah. macam painful je bunyi nya.

2 minggu lagi baru pasang besi besi kat gigi. HAHA. Can't wait. The pain, the wait, the blood. It's probably worth it. HOPEFULLY. nanti aku kahwin, boleh aku senyum nampak gigi. tak payah aku nak malu lagi dah. hahaha. best nyerrrr.

nanti aku jadi macam gini. HOHOHO

Sweets and Sours

Something has been bugging me lately. Maybe it's this comment made by my ex-classmate from 5Al Razi

"Masa touching dah lama over der"

I have to admit I'm probably one of the person that's always reminiscent memories and past activities. I keep on saying how much I miss this and that. But, when he made that statement, it really got to me like yeahh that's so true. I couldn't agree more.

It's not like we can rewind the times in the past. It's not like we can revisit the places we went. It's not like we can redo the things we did.

The past is meant to be the past. I mean yeah I had a great time this year. and 2011 is awesome. I changed for the better. I am a total new person. I missed them and the routine like the first week I'm home. I wasn't getting used to it. But then, what do I obtain by missing all that?

I can't relive it

So I just move on. Look forward. I remind myself "you're going to see them again, it's not goodbye."

Heck ya is not goodbye. It's a see ya later. (Dear John)

So when I read in Facebook status and blogs about how much they miss this and that, I make a face. HAHA. It's getting old la der.

Honestly, my blogs ada banyak pasal how much I miss the old times. but that was way long before I write this blog. HAHA. I was a child back then. Now, I'm and pre adult. I finish school okay.

SO WHAT NOW?

Prepare for my life ahead, get ready to meet new people, build a stronger confidence, and stay true to myself.

2011? thanks and bye. 2012 I am ready :)

A New Piece of Me

I am taking my time here to write something that I wrote last year which is A NEW YEARS RESOLUTION. Actually I already have one since Awal Muharam past already. but What the heck!

Eh, rasa macam malas lah pulak.

Okay okay. boleh lah kot. continue continue.

First, getting 9A + is like my Allll time dreaaaaam. I want it so badddddyly. But I can't put my hopes too high since I didn't do so great during the exams and I kind of didn't study all my hardest. So idk. Berserah pada Ilahi saja la.

I hope to put on a new confidence. I'm kind of working on that thing where whenever I see people I smile and introduce myself instead of just smiling. I want to be able to talk more and talk appropriately like an adult and using those complicated words. I want to sound sophisticated. The reason for this is to prepare for those interviews in the future.

I have to be a more organised and clean person. My room needs to be tidy like at all times. I should have a planner so I can jot down everything.

Listen to my mom and dad, and do as they say. no more 'sekejap okay or nanti lah or mm suruh lah adik buat, esok je lah' no no. I'm big now. I need to learn to obey.

Im going to start work (CEHH) so I hope I'll able to do well and impress the boss and other colleagues.

Develop a strong relationship with everyone around me. That includes my brothers and sisters, friends from USJ, and semesra, fellow work mates, neighbours, and whoever else. HA

Improve my already-ugly-penmanship.

Be able to swallow pills. Yeah I can't really do that yet. HA

I really need to lose 5 KG. so I shall wake up at 7 and jog for 30 mintues. Sleep is nothing. If I can wake up at 5 at hostel, why can't I wake up at 7? I'm a big girl, I don't need long sleeps anymore.

Okay that's it :)

Ciri-ciri suami dan isteri soleh

I thought I'd share this. ENJOY :D

Ciri-ciri suami soleh

*membina rumahtangga bahagia selaras dengan kehendak Al Quran dan As Sunnah

*Mengajar isteri ilmu fardhu ain bagi yang mampu mengajar.

*mendidik isteri dengan lemah lembut, bermanis muka dan membuat kebajikan untuknya

*terlebih dahulu tunjuk sifat amanah kasih sayang dan tulus ikhlas kepada isterinya

*sempurnakan hak isteri dengan memberi tempat tinggal yang sempurna, pakaian dan makanan dari punca rezeki yang halal

*tidak memberati isteri lebih dari yang sepatutnya dan sentiasa mendidik isteri agar hidup bersabar dengan kesusah

*Mendidik isteri supaya buat baik dengan kedua orang tuanya dan mertuanya serta hubungi terus rasa kasih sayang sesama mereka.

Ciri-ciri isteri soleh

*redha dengan suami yang telah dijodohkan

*menjadi isteri yang setia dan taat pada perintah suami

*sentiasa mendahulukan suami dalam apa jua keadaan

*tidak meminta sesuatu yang berlebihan hingga diluar kemampuan suami

*sentiasa dalam keadaan kemas bersih dan menyukakan hati suami apabila dipandang

*berwangi-wangian ketika suami berada di rumah dan sentiasa mendoakan keselamatan dan kesejahteraan suami

*menyambut kepulangan suami dengan senyuman

*sentiasa menjaga marauah diri, suami dan ibu bapa

*tidak sekali tunjuk muka masam, dan tidak berlaku kasar terhadap suami, dan mohon maaf jika berlaku kesalahan.

A bit to remember

Nak tau tak. aku jenis yang tak suka ikut orang. kalau benda tu so in-style, so zaman terkini, harapan ah aku nak ambil kisah. kalau lagu ni best or cerita ni best. pfft, kisah apa aku. kalau ramai orang tergila-gila movie, lagu, fesyen, style, apa lah kan. you can count me out.

masa time nyanyi lagu someone like you by adele kat canteen, aku fikir aku sorang je tak tau lirik dia. haha yeah aku tau part 'someone like you' tu je la yang aku mampu ikut. aihh, teringat plak waktu 5alrazi duduk kat canteen makan roti canai ramairamai dengan cikgu suriya kan. afiq buat benda lame tu. bukak lagu someone like you, nyanyi samasama. the bond that last forever.

bila balik rumah, aku sanggup dengar lagu someone like you 20 times ulang so aku boleh hafal lagu ni and ingat balik dorang tuh. so aku boleh rasa aku still kat hostel. yeah lame. sebabkan aku rindu sangat dorang tu, aku hafal lirik dia, aku bukak lagu ni kuatkuat, aku belajar guitar chords dia. JUST SO I COULD FEEL LIKE THEY WERE ALL THERE

Pieces of me

"Pieces Of Me"

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me

Fall With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels

It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care

When I'm angry, you listen
Make me happy it's your mission
And you won't stop til I'm there

Fall Sometimes I fall so fast
When I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have

How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face
I hope it never goes away

On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms
So I can breathe

It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels

It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
I love how you can tell
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...


Ashlee simpson

Past, Present, Future

Here's something i didn't get to share in school. I wrote this during our last "OPEN COURT" at the surau that one night. remember? that night were "some people" cried ;)
This might be kinda lame (cause it doesn't rhyme, it doesn't sound great)
But HEY I'm LAME!

Past, Present, Future

It's been two years, since we've been together
but the times we had feels like forever
i'll remember the moments, i'll keep it close in heart
it's sad to say, we'll be far apart

Through all laughs and tears
through all hates and loves
through all fights and joy
i am glad we went through it together

We are young and we are reckless
being with you, i find the real meaning of love
even those three simple words never was recited
i want you to know i love you

All the pictures hung on the wall
the memories never will fade at all
thank you for the cries
thank you for the smiles

I know we fight sometimes but deep down i still care
here i knelt and seek for forgiveness
for all wrongs done
no matter what we'll still stay strong



Time for farewell all
because there will be no more
the smiles the laughter
and all the joys of being a whole
just like being in one family
always remember
all the memories
that we have shared together
thank you
from the bottom of my heart
for giving the best moments in life

it wouldn't be the same
silent mornings, missing laughters
empty spaces,
I'd miss all the days
we'd go crazy together

All thats left is just memories
That we shall cherish forever
hope none are forgotten
it'll stay with me till the end

this is the end
we'll take different roads
go on to our previous lives
will we see each other again ?


we'll go on our separate ways
have the live we longed for
be the person we dreamt of
reach beyond our limits

Goodluck to all
may you be the best among the best
hope you become successful
but never forget us all

see you guys in the future <3

written by norain mokhtar, liyana mahirah
ideas from malia kushairi, ain nadhirah, najwa asyifa

When secrets reveal

You sat by the corner invincible

Days past, you were everywhere

What am I feeling here, didn't know this before

It was you through the open door

Questions dashed into my head

Why did I say the way I do?

Why didn't I see this? What's this feeling?

You're the last missing piece

Funny how I never realised

Bright light blinded my eyes

Funny how only now I realize

I feel the way I do

About you now you're so irresistible

I smile just thinking of you

In my dream you're the hero

you've been there before my eyes

And I can't help this feeling

It hurts me not to confess it

You're everything to me

When secrets reveal

No wonder was all I had to say

I noticed you and the way you move

The way you flick your hair and the way you smile

You just made me stay a while

Now you're everywhere to me

I would stop and watch you pass

Days dull dark nights without you here

Need you always near

Funny how I never realised

Bright light blinded my eyes

Funny how only now I realize

I feel the way I do

About you now you're so irresistible

I smile just thinking of you

In my dream you're the hero

you've been there before my eyes

And I can't help this feeling

It hurts me not to confess it

You're everything to me

The story had begun

without me even knowing

It was you that had me feeling

butterflies in early summers

and the story doesn't stop here

We've got miles to go

I just knew we were meant to be

when secrets reaveal

About you now you're so irresistible

I smile just thinking of you

In my dream you're the hero

you've been there before my eyes

And I can't help this feeling

It hurts me not to confess it

You're everything to me

When secrets reveal

Fresh Faces

GIVE IT TO ME 2011

a new year means a new attitude in life.

Before : mess, disorganized, grumpy, judgemental, stressed

Now : Clean, Organized, Happy, Outgoing.

*also not scared to try out new stuff