Saturday, June 22, 2013

Amazed by the dua's

Even though I fell and hurt my hand yesterday, even though my favorite shirt got ripped, even though the alarm didnt ring and I woke up late today, even though I was late the agent left without me, even though I had to go there myself, even though its far, even though I got scolded by my dad cuz we went the wrong way. All praise only to Allah. Because He kept his promise

"so, undoubtedly, along with the hardship there is ease"

Alhamdulillah today I passed my jpj test. And I got a call from sk seafield. They accepted my application. Tomorrow i'll start working as a backup teacher. In every hardships facing, Dont ever stop making du'a s. Allah really does listen. Subhanallah. And when ease comes along, be grateful and keep praising Him.

Friday, June 7, 2013

A Breath of Fresh Air

Hey June

*Hey Jude song playing but change it to June*



I feel like there are just some things that are still haunting me. My past. I don't really like how my past was nor am I proud of it, but let's just say, It made me the Muslim I am today. InsyaAllah

I actually took the time to read all of my past blog posts and I never realized how much anger I  . All of my posts were full of anger, bashing this and that, cussing here and there. Loads of whining, not satisfied with life. and bla bla bla. HAHA. wow I was so immature and such a child back then.

I'm trying to make a pledge to myself. Trying to erase all the bad things, bad personalities, bad thinking that i possessed. Getting rid of it all.

I have a new resolution. No. I don't need to wait till new years to make one.
I want to portray me as somebody cleaner and nicer. haha. New image kay. I'm trying so hard to not care what people say. Trying super hard. so yeah the new me huh.

Lol. The point is. I'm deleting my old posts. all the nonsense. haih. erase erase. Maybe people don't read it.  but I do. Allah read's it :O and I don't want to remember how I was back then. I just want to repair myself and be a better Muslim.

*just thought about updating ma blog. merepek je*

k la k la k la k la.  bye. as salam.