Daddy Day Care

I feel like I'm in a day care center! :D

During this holiday (not much of a holiday since spm is coming up) I followed my dad to his office. The reason? saje nak mencapap. HAHA. So I can really focus you know. Baru ada semangat tengok ada meja, kerusi, orang pakai slacks and baju kemeja. semangat tau pegi office ayah aku pakai backpack. And of course bangun pagipagi, macam pegi sekolah plak kan.

But I really like the feeling in my dad's office. It's cool, relaxing, kinda makes me feel smarter, especially in these cool office chairs. Now I actually have the drive to study unlike at home where the television is on, my sisters screaming, food available. Tapi kann omg belajar daripada pukul 8 sampai pukul 5? omg mati -___-

The actual feeling here is like in a day care center. My dad put me in one place and I'm not allowed to go anywhere else. I can go eat when he comes back and fetch me. I see his office mates and they stare at me weirdly. I walk following my dad's footsteps as I follow him everywhere. HAHA. My dad drops me at his office table as he goes for his lecture. HAHA.

What a holiday hah. -,-

But I actually got to study which is a good thing. It's not enough though. Got to study some more. BYE!

Revolutionary War

Here it goes again. flashbacks.memories. I don't know why I keep on thinking and cherishing those memories. Whywhywhy?

We can't let go of memories because it's the only thing that doesn't change,
Everything else does.

Out in a sudden, I re read past emails when I was like in the 6th grade! What a loser I was back then. But I really liked my english that time. tak campur bahasa melayu lagi. HAHA

I can't believe I said that, I can't believe I did that, I can't believe I used to like him, I can't believe I went there, I can't believe I was like that. I can't believe I can't believes.
Believe it or not I did, I was, I went.

Maybe its because I'm growing up?
Its my last year of school. Of course I want to remember all those times and memories when I was a kid. THE FACT IS : I don't want to grow up

GAH, I remember those years, when I first start school, all my firsts firsts firsts, up until now. My last year of school. I can't believe it that it has been 12 years since I started school, 10 years since I've been to East Lansing, 5 years I've been in Malaysia, a year I'm in boarding school.
Whether I believe it or not.
ITS TRUE

Events come and go, Memories stay forever

My Cup of Tea

How I Met Your Mother

I just love this show. These 5 people constantly make me laugh. They made my day. I laugh hysterically alone watching them on television. OMG I love them. They're hilarious.

Ted, BARNEY, Marshall, Lily, Robin

Hahah just as funny as friends

LOL

seriously

my new addiction

Too bad I've missed sooooo many episodes

LEGENDARY

I wrote this?

It started of a great day
When you walked me back home
As I look up in the sky
It was nice to be alone
With you..

Youre arms around my waste

i love the feeling of you

standing next to me

it was to good to be

real

But when you say you're sorry
My heart start beating aqway
Then you said you couldn't take it
And all there is left to say

You're leaving me forever
My tears crawled down my face
All this time I stood by you
Now this love was just a waste

Here I am again without you
All alone int this empty place
My life have shattered away
I still need you
I need you beside me

Here I am again without you
Just can't bare to see you go
As i watched you fade
Through the darkness of the night
I need you

I still need you with me

wow i wrote this back in 2009 ? its kinda good. but its only a rough draft. didn't know I had this in me. needs some editing touch up, that i can probably start some tunes to my OWN SONG :)

Great times

nadia ♥

wafaa, ima, yani ♥♥

tak tau kenapa. tapi, lately aku selalu teringat kat masa2 yang dah lepas. like haritu tak tau kenapa aku naaak sangat tengok gambar lama2. tak ada lah lama sangat. cam 1-2 tahun lepas. tapi aku sanggup cari semua file dalam computer gambargambar lama. then bila timetime bersendirian selalu je ingat kenangan memories lama dengan kawankawan sekolah lama dengan family. haritu aku try ajak ayah aku main bowling sebab dah lama tak main bowling as a family. rindu kot. pasal kawankawan lagi. tengok gambargambar lama, rasa cam nak nangis je. kenangan je semua tu kan. selalu lah aku cakap 'jom lah lepak macam duludulu' or 'best kan kita orang time dulu tu' or 'ee nak sangat kita orang baikbaik cam dulu'. not gonna happen.

hmmm. seriously aku rindu gilagila kawan kawan lama aku. like WAFAA ATHIRAH, RAHIMAH, NADIA, HAYANI, FATIN, LIZA, SYEENA, NOR NADIA. kita orang kenal sejak form 1 kan. memories daripada form 1 lagi kan. buat benda cam bodoh gila time tu. but it was fun. everything kitaorg buat fun sangat sebab dengan bestfriends. gaduh sekejap then baik balik. hmm. buat apa pun best kalau dengan kawan. rindu sangat. dorang selalu lepak rumah aku lepas school or before school sebab rumah aku paling dekat. even mak aku cakap ' ee sunyi nya kawankawan ain dah tak datang rumah' . ye lah aku dah pindah sekolah kan. but its so true. aku rindu gila jalan dekat padang, naik bicycle dengan dorang. ingat lagi. banyak lah kitaorg buat yang best. tak ada lah best sangat. cam bodoh je. but spending time dengan kawankawan tu yang best. gelakgelakgelak. tak hentihenti. nadia ada simpan videos kitaorg nanyi lah menda lah macamcam lah. camera aku lah jadi camera untuk photoshoot kitaorg. so computer aku banyak photos kitaorg. rindu doh. aihh. rindu lah kitaorg pegi koperasi beli makan then rehat. pastu gelaaak. buat lawak bodoh je. then, balik class pegang tangan menari lah, lompat lah. aku lah tu. hehe. then peluk nadia and rahimah dekat coridor. rindu gila peluk dorang. sampai pengawas kena halau. then kena cakap goodbye, aku kena lah naik atas sebab class aku kat atas. missing it so much. then time balik aku tunggu dorang kat tepi tangga. aku selalu keluar awal. then kena lah tunggu rahimah and nadia yang kena bully dengan budak lelaki. berlari kat aku mengadu. then kita balik, pegang tangan, berpelukan goodbye .

malam chat dengan rahimah sampai kul 3. on the phone with nadia sampai ngantuk. text dengan wafaa. duapuluhempat jam dengan dorang ni. tak boleh pisah. hehe.

rindu gilaaaaaaaaaa

Nadia. rindu sama ini chikaa. tidur rumah dia. parents dia bawak aku jalanjalan. dia bawak aku jalanjalan. teman aku jalanjalan. hugging nadia. miss that a lot. lepak rumah dia sampai malam. bestbest.

Rahimah. rakan selaksamanakuu♥pegi training sukan dengan dia. selalu lah dia datang rumah aku. rindu dengar dia gelak and senyum. rindu chitchat dengan dia. oh jangan lupa kita punya camwhoring. aiyhh. rindu sangat. it was just because that fight. we probably won't be doing it anymore. what a stupid silly fight can break a goodfriendship. wait goodfriendshipS. It was so silly, so stupid. It could've ended in a day. But no body wants to be the bigger person and say apologize.

The result was : everybody decided to do their own thing

Byebye bestfriends ;(

Aku pindah sekolah, Rahimah pindah sekolah, Syeena pindah sekolah, Liza pindah sekolah, Nadia sibuk pasal laki, Fatin pun sama, Wafaa and Hayani mantain je.

yea kita terpisah. Hopefully, Im just HOPING. that someday we can all meet again. ALL TOGETHER. and have a great time like we did before.

♥

Maybe dreams can come true?

Yes! satu tahun je lagi. then habis sekolah! DONE with secondary school at least. There's still years and years of more learning after sekolah menengah kann. Years and years learning to be a doctor. practicals. Not to forget med school. Ugh, long way to go actually. tu pun tak pasti bila dapat kerja. anyways, I can't wait for

my first paycheck:)

Can you see me in this in 15 years?

or in this ?

This is my first pick actually. This is my dream car ever since I was 10. like seriously. Even though it doesn't seem like so expensive or fancy or whatever. I like cars like these. I like it BIG and I like it BLACK.

The Mazda up there works for me too.

When you see me in my rides up there next to you while waiting on the traffic light. Be sure to smile and wave :)

How bout this for a next door neighbour haa?

When I move in, be sure to come visit and bring me brownies.

I'll invite you into my lovely home. Beborak dekat ruang tetamu di atas ni.

Makanmakan dekat ruang makan. Makanan yang disedakan oleh Chef terkenal.

We'll be the best of neighbours :)

Gaji plak? RM 65,000 setiap bulan. memang lah kan aku mampu beli mansion and kereta mewah tu. well? what can they say aku top doctor dkt malaysia ni. even orang luar negara mintak aku kerja untuk dorang. tapi aku sayang negara aku. ini lah tanah air ku. aku kena berjuag demi negaraku :)

Baju, kasut, dress, tudung, baju kurung, blouse, beg semua khas ditempah ataupun khas diimport dari luar negara. aku pakai beg and kasut berjenama. aku dah tak main dah beg beli dkt sunway or pavillion. aku punya import dari paris okay. kasutkastu? aku tak pakai vincci lagi dah. aku punya yang korang tengok kat tv screen tu. channel E! tu kan banyak. aku punya lah semua tu. Baju kurung semuaa ditempah. tak main lagi dah beli dekat jalan TAR or dekat PKNS shah alam. tudung2 aku sume dijahit dgn batu gold and silver yang real. biar berkelipkelip laa. dari jauh nampak aku.

tapi unlike celebrities dekat luar negara. aku tak tukartukar suami. aku tak main macam tu. aku setia kepada yang satu sajaa. suami aku plak heart surgeon. dia travel around the world in 80 days ke hospitalhospital seluruh dunia. dia buat kerja dia laa. dia bawa pulang banyak duit dalam pocket dia tuu. thats why i love you sayang. bila dia balik malaysia, dia bertugas di hospital terdekat iaitu hmm ntah lah. haha

with loads of money. my definition of fun is nowhere to be found in malaysia. naik plane lah sayang. noo. we have private jet dear. okay. ke mana lagi? paris? rom? milan? semua boleh.

Hotel yang grand grand punya lah yang kita mampu. yang suite plak tu. sweeet. relax je dekat sini. take my mind of work. tapi I can only be here for one day because my career is calling. let's fly back to malaysia sayang.

a bit of paris?

maybe have a wild time at paradise island? and also take a relaxing spa at the bahamas.

oh kay my deear. my job is calling me too. the patient can't hold on another day.

We're young, we do crazy stuff right. We have dreams. BIG dreams. some dreams are weirder than others. some may just be simple. But the thing is everybody has a dream.

Maybe aku berangan sangat. like melampau. but who cares. semua orang nak kayaraya kan, kereta besarbesar punya. bajubegkasut nak yang berjenama right. holiday taknak dekat genting or pulau langkawi, paling jauh pun sabah. holiday mesti grand punya dekat paris ke vegas ke bahamas ke. husband mesti yang soleh right. muka nak handsome. yang terbaik la. bawa pulang duit pun yang baik punya. rumah plak. zaman sekarang banglow besarbesar tu ramai dah miliki kan. nak yang lagi mewah punya. mansion macam dekat beverly hills kan. impian kitaa. nak buat macam mana. biar lah gilagilagila.

I can dream can't I?

Reminiscing moments

suasana class. the typicals. ada yang baca buku. ada yang tak reti duduk diam. ada yang main labtop. ada yang makan. ada yang mengemaskini file addmaths dorang. ada yang duduk dekat belakang je tak tau nak buat apa. ada yang tido. and not to forget! ada jee orang yang pegang camera kan.

susana dorm. bangun pagi kejut semua orang. baik kan KD ni ? :) ready for school mesti tak ada mood akibat tak cukup tidur. people's voice is annoyance to my ear. lagilagi bila kena suruh mereka kemas dorm. tengoktengok lebih daripada setengah dah blah pegi sekolah. terpaksa lah aku kena buat semua. terpaksa lah farah dengar aku mencarot tiaptiap pagi. tapi aku sayang dia sebab tak penah penat dengar aku membebel and mencarot. dia sentiasa di sisi aku. tapi bila KD dah bersuara or should I say in tears, mula lah mereka ni buat keja. oh aku kena mintak simpati dulu lah? but all the mood change bila dah sampai class sambil makan karipap.

Buka locker and eat is a must after prep malam. Sesi Gossip bersama farah tengahtengah malam is also a must. sambil dengar kanakkanak bawah umur melalut pasal hari mereka. lights off :)

2010 is a big change for me. At first it seems like a mistake. But I'm glad about the choice I made. No regrets. It was tough at first. But I'm glad I had those people there with me through this experience.

Looking forward to what 2011 has in store for me :)

(Isn't it weird, I don't know why I wrote this like that. the fact is december has only started. 2011 is a month away)

Anyways, THE END :D

Not There Yet

Err, my blog looks like crap. I don't really know how to do those cooolio stuff like those people who lives their lives on this blog thingy. Yeahh, so pretty much my blog looks like some kindergarten stuff. HAHA. I really neeed help.

Looked through some of my old albums and found this. Waitt that sounds so retarded. Anywho, you'll wonder why I even have this picture in an old album. Funny story waaay back when. Brings back fun memories. Only THEY♥ would understand it HAHAHAHAHA. Aww miss those days. I truly madly deeply do miss you guys.